Jesus

He has so much glorious knowledge, he knows the father, he knows the meaning of life, purpose for mankind, etc. And he, trying to communicate it in all of his efforts, could not make people understand the depths of his heart until his death and resurrection (in which we still do not fully understand)… Also being limited by the language of man—having to communicate in symbols and parables because human language just would not cut it for spiritual manners…

I am slowly learning the power of vulnerability—and truly believe that, in whatever location you are in, vulnerability is key to unlocking the hearts of the broken.

I am learning to watch for the response. Great art causes a reaction within the observer. Being present to hear the story behind that reaction, I feel, is one of the best places to be. 

God, just showing off in Argentina.

Restoration

Simply put, God answers prayer.

Since my move to Truckee I have prayed for an opportunity to use my training and experience.
My mistake was thinking that my service at the local hospital and short Spanish conversations with patients would be all that God had prepared for me. But God knows the desires of my heart; And boy does He know how to knock my socks off.
Hence, I am leaving on a plane to visit a friend in Argentina!
My heart is for encouragement and full life in Christ to be made known. Nothing is better than coming alongside someone and encouraging them to dream big and to trust God with the details. So, as I set off on the first leg of my flight, I am reminded that God provides the finances, bags, connections, time and encouragement/ peace to leave. And even more reminded He also gives vision!

Designed for impact

As a single woman, I have freedom to go and do. My prayer is to be an advocate, to love as Christ and point those that I meet toward Him. Pray. Encourage. Draw attention to Glory.


A successful journey. Learning to be an advocate.

Thank you God for this blessing:
Your love for others and generous spirit will leave a sweet fragrance in this place.

Familiar

I have been where you are right now- on the verge of making this decision. At the time, it doesn't seem that profound, but later the gravity of it all sets in.
A battle was raging over my soul.
Now in hindsight, I stand understanding who I am at the core, and who God has designed me to be; they are intertwined as an amazing expression of himself. This is not to say I don't continue to battle my own self that resists this perfecting process. I challenge being protected or romanced by my God. And then at the same time cry out abandonment! For, this self, is fearful of change and doubtful- even of Him that created all.
Why heart are you so distrustful and stubborn to love? Do you not recognize love when you see it?
Dear heart, choose today to rest in the above truths and let them sink in deep. Do not be discouraged by the doubt of your mind, but press into the days challenges knowing that you are supported by the creator of the universe. The skill you have been entrusted with is a perspective and talent to be developed and enjoyed. Again, I say, press into the challenge of each day for you are an amazing expression of God and a delight.

2 Corinthians 3:3

 And you show that you are a letter from Christ delivered by us, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts

Fixating on a memory... sweet... painful... why?

Sometimes I get stuck on romantic memories.
Why? What good does it do me. Nothing. It makes me wish that I was still being pursued. It makes me wonder what would have happened if I had be vulnerable and returned the love of another. Then it makes me question what makes me feel so loved in those moments.
Should I tell those moments that were so wonderful?
Should I remember them at all?
It helps nothing to fixate.
Overall, I have learned that I stop any relationship prematurely. I leave, I check out, move or just talk myself out, without even talking to the person. What I need to do in the future is talk, show affection, and tough in out.

Heart of Thankfulness

After about a month my new place now feels like home. God has blessed me with a great responsible roommate. Together we have worked out all the kinks of this "old A-frame cabin in the woods" to make it a functional space. And I think we have gone through enough mishaps to outlast our year lease.
So COME and VISIT!

As I continue to think over these last few months, I feel so blessed to not only be in Truckee, but to actually feel adjusted. Just continue to pray for me a winter approaches.
My job has become made more stable by the inevitable accidents of fellow co-workers, vacations/ time off, and holidays. Co-workers have been incredibly welcoming. Mary even gave me a set of skis for the coming winter!
My final bills have come through for my clavicle surgery. It will be so nice to have this whole thing behind me.
I was able to use some days off to hop a plane, visit friends and be a tourist in the big apple. Praise the Lord it was a perfectly full trip and a wonderfully needed break from work.

Enjoy time surrounded by friends and family with good food.
Love Beth

In God's Hands

My time spent in Bend this last month was super! ... Well, once I got over the initial forced vacation aspect and yielded to my bodies limitations.
It was such a blessing to be around my family, be in Oregon and share un-hurried moments with friends. As much as repairing a broken bone saps the body of energy, I made time each day for a little activities. And every day I felt loved by a surprise adventure or the visit of a friend. It was great to have the time to catch up on mail, reading, and Spanish soaps :) The highlights for me were kombucha making, summer events in Bend- (movies in the park, live theater, farmers market, art walk (2), live music and rugby tournament), and time with my family at the beach and playing games.
Thanks to every person that filled my days with smiles and good conversation.
And thanks for a great Birthday month!