torn between being responsible and not caring, i contemplate.
radiology is interesting and i think that it could keep me busy for a few years, but what would i have done if there was no responsible answer to the question of a career?
i might have taken classes on massage therapy, more art history and art classes in general, i would have definitely travelled outside of the country more and taken language classes in Mexico.
maybe in another life i would already be living in another country pondering how to better aid the malnourished and uneducated. if i had stuck with nursing, would i be already on a medical relief team?
God, i wonder sometimes if i am actually where you want me to be?
