Saturday, December 19, 2009

Christmas Music That Makes Me Laugh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjwiwcUKK1c

If you have not heard this song, you simply must. "I want a Hippopotamus for Christmas."

Break!

Eleven days off from work! Most people hear this number and think that is a great amount of time. When in all actuality, it is less than half of the time I got last year as a student. I guess that this is suppose to be the easing into the work environment and the outrageous amount of time our country makes you work between breaks.
Breaks are good for all people. I mean without rest people become cranky, obsessive, rude and self absorbed. Heck, I bet people would easily become more concerned about the costumer and quality of work they were producing if they had adequate rest.
Over my break, I hope to relax, but know that I will be packing in much visiting with friends and family. Once again, pouring myself out in time and actions of love. It is a good thing that this obligation is more of a joy. I am really looking forward to the chaos of dates with loved ones. Bring on the fun!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone!

Friday, December 11, 2009

Reflections... You will be my future.

The decisions you make today, shape who you will be tomorrow.
This quote and the the ensuing many "what if" moments in my past, have consumed my thoughts this last week. It is almost like I can see a double parallel with my current life, and the one I might have had if I had made different choices.
If I had chose to continue with nursing... would I be done with school, employed, practicing medicine on a mercy ship?
If I had said yes to more than a date... would I be engaged or married like so many of my friends?
If I had never taking the health occupations class... would I be pursuing art or considering the choice of pregnancy in the future?
If I had cared less about a marketable major... would I be finished with school in outdoor recreation or language or living on the mission field?
As it stands now, I look in the mirror and wonder. I know that I am thankful for the experiences I have had at OIT working with the outdoor program and the people I met there. I certainly enjoyed the learning about radiology and physiology. But the constant things, are what help me to not loose focus of the daily joys- being outdoors, a cup of hot tea, art (all kinds, but definitely music) and the constant faces/ conversations with true friends (thanks for all the randomness).
Yes, always it has been the relationships, adventures and conversations with friends, that have brought me the most joy. I love spending time with people, hearing their stories, sharing a meal, and being challenged to understand more. I guess in this my God has blessed me: that I have never been a place where I have not felt like I was missing these things that keep me full of joy. Thank you Lord that I can never be separated from your provision and love, no matter what my decision is, you will be my future and my joy.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Revision

Running
Chaos stops with beginning
Crashing waves pound deep
Rhythm of a footfall
A massage within my soul
This is the time for me

A moment
Claim earth and wind
Relaxation comes in an Instance
Current caresses face and hair
A breath inhaled
This is time for me

Clarity
No more lists
Forgotten are business and anarchy
Peace within restored
Each foot falls
This is time for me